Golden Garbage

It was in the goodbyes

the good and the bad

that I saw your heart

beneath your  frown

and occasional smile

That you pulled through

all the pain

to force a smile

once in a while…

I was never satisfied

neither did I know your pain

I was selfish…

maybe not

only wanted you to smile more

I thought I cared…

But I was uninterested in your pain

your struggle

your fall

where you lost it all

I have not always been like this you

you yelled

with fiery raging eyes

and blood dripping down your temple

yet I only saw the bad in you

the beast everyone else saw

not the strength

or the courage

you had to pull through

and still be there

to fake a smile

where others would have had no smile

even to fake.

Never Let Anyone Dull Your Sparkle.

Hello BR (Boulevardier readers),

It has been an awful while I wrote or even came on here, I’ve been mad busy with school work, and I’ve had writers block for sometime now. I will try to Post more often. Neglecting all formalities, I will just go straight to the point, it’s going to be short and brief, but I hope you gain something meaningful from it.

It’s no secret, I love sparkles, glitters and probably  ‘most’ things that shine and shimmer. It’s always been a wonder to me how some people want to dull other people’s sparkle and would go any length to do so. But really, there is enough darkness in the world, if you can’t sparkle like someone, why not be a mirror to their sparkle and make the world brighter? but some people are so intimidated by what makes life bright and beautiful (are you part of the intimidated population? Watch out for a post for you, today is not for you) It is for the sparkling population.

To sparkle, we need to understand what it means to believe in yourself and let your light shine. sometimes we dull our sparkles ourselves by asking questions like; who am i to?? but really, its time to start thinking the opposite, who am i not  to? . Who am I to own a private jet ? I dont know about you, but who am I not to own a private jet?It is possible, Impossibility is nothing.

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

 

Nobody ever did anyone else any favours by not believing in themselves, by not doing their best, and by being fearful of what truly great things they can accomplish. The world has been made great by those who are confident enough to let their light shine. Because in doing so, they model for others inner confidence. And in this world, nobody ever accomplished anything by NOT doing. And to do, you have to believe in yourself. You have to exercise your inner confidence daily.

At the end of the day, whether you  admit it or not….we all have some sparkle and shine within us. Do not ever let your sparkle to be dulled, and most importantly do not dull your sparkle.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!